I am pounding music into my head. pounding
get in there
stay

"Why would anyone want a cappuccino? You get more with a latte..."


and that's the problem with the world
ignorance
greed

This documentation of this - ha - so called life began with 80 hours awake.

I am not near that record now, but am near that degree of weariness. A ong weekend of work (like 4 days of 18 + hour work days - preceded by several days of piss poor sleep in San Fransisco.

And now we approach 3 am (the final push) working for a yet-to-be-deturmined $.
Chasing that paper


suddenly with more workers than work (again, but this time I can measure the increase)

wow-
Did I win? Will I know if indeed I do win?

so here is the rub:
yes - they will stop stealing from me, but THEY ALREADY SOLE FROM ME.
fuckers
fuckers
fuckers

I am mean
I will be MEAN




watch out