have I ever metnioned that I need more patience? I hoped that wasn't a question.

The beginning of greatness almost implies an initial unenthusiastic response else it would be so obvious it would be ordinary.

when is it time to stop thinking and just do? thinking has kept me out of trouble for soooo many years.

piling up, piling up, piling up.

is good enough, better than possibly great?
risk vs reward hum


china




I hope Hatthew gets in.

Ok- it's time for a haircut-- my own hair just jabbed me in my own eye. (that's not funny) . ) (that's me with only one eye)*






*origionally typed 4/19/05 3:18pm

*oh yes*

JUST REMEMBER THIS.
IF YOU GET A TAX REFUND THAT MEANS THAT THE GOVERNMENT GOT TO TAKE YOUR MONEY (steal it, if you will) FOR A FULL 12 MONTHS WITH OUT PAYING YOU INTEREST. THEY COULD SPEND IT ON CIGARS AND HOUR-LONG LUNCH BREAKS AND GIFTS TO MISTRESSES AND DOUBLETIME FOR WORKING ON A 'WEEKEND' AND AIRFARE TO PHOENIX AND FANCY DINNERS AND LIMO RIDES TO THE AIRPORT AND EVERYOTHERFUCKINGWASTEYOUCANTHINKOF.

If I ever see some lazy motherfucking highway repair-man standing watch over a supervisor who is watching his only worker take a break from fixing that goddamn pothole I'm going to be SOOOOO happy to see that atleast my tax dollers aren't WASTED.

At first I was curious, then I was worried, then (after some coffee) I was pleased.

Why do they want me to go out with them?
Why would they want me involved in a debocherous night?


and the other "they" must call for some reason. I don't think I want to know why. (or atleast the REAL why)

so many things have happened but really so little has.

however,
someone has called a few times wanting to be MY INTERN. (yea, I know)

I signed something I shouldn't have, but I did it on purpose.

I enjoy sleeping in a place I never though possible.

My credit card is maxed out.