as i put on my safari hat, gortex jacket and grabbed plastic enclosed cameras I stepped outside. The hail didn't hurt, so I headded into the street. when I was out on the sidewalk - exposed to the complete pummeling the storm offered - I began to look for other people. But only when I saw a neighbor scuttle into his house did I realize why I do this...

he was headding in, and I was venturing out.

it looks like another day. indeed.

i could only muster the energy for 3 mile repeats. i was hoping for 4. but my body feels much better witha little speed training. build muscle to help the knees. I don't even know if it was a real mile. but the distance around a lake.

yep. that's all

I just keep getting beaten down, and beaten down. I wonder when I should quit. Can I pay the mortgage working at the mall?

there used to be incentives - a little piece of cheese here and there. there used to be good days followed by bad days. now it is mostly rocks being pelted at me...

looks like it's been a month.

there's banking to be done, debt collecing, archiving and accounting. That's just for today. Next will be some advertising, and maybe core business activities later next week. funny - and people think all I do is push the button.

i haven't called friends back.
i haven't called business contacts back.

it's almost time to make a list of goals - - so i can have a concrete direction. but that's scary.