there is nothing shameful, or inherantly wrong with wanting to be alone (not even alone, really - but just not in a group)

I shouldn't have to offer a reason to return a glass of wine with a crack running the legnth of the glass.

i can not predict the future

i should not feel obligated to predict the future with 100% accuracy

someday people will go out of their way to talk with me. no use wasting time now doing the oposite.

wow-

i don't think there is anything i can do that others can't do better. does that mean i should try something different