GRACE
so admirable a trait
possibly one of the most

you know- it's funny. there can be nothing actually wrong, and others would say your trouble is a fantastic blessing -
but I feel it
it's trouble to me

sometimes these eyes forget that what they have seen is so small

and what there is yet to see is so big

and one no doesn't mean no forever

AND that I HAVE TIME

but that time isn't infinite

I want 4 things to look at in EVERY picture

I wish there were more days like this. more times when I think about some things, and some other things, and some things from back then, and what's happening now - and think: I'm kinda a badass.

It's too bad that so much of MY knowledge (and most true knowledge) comes through experience. Takes a long time to gather as much as I would like.

I find that as the years accumulate I do have a bit more confidence in my speech, more insight about my surroundings, and a growing understanding of what I want. Recently I have even been beginning to develop some oppinions. On issues.

and you are right about putting up The Tree. alone I was proud to NEVER have put up a tree. {ha- I don't do that holiday crap} But with her it is actually something I was eager to do. And it is nice.

ok my friend.

We now have a christmas tree. and it's so nice.

And I haven't done anything forever

And no one calls us back