A new quote that almost makes me giddy to have found -

"Chance favors the prepared mind."
-- Louis Pasteur

I have learned a difficult truth:
there is no pattern, or trick to succesfully doing a woman's laundry.
Reading the tag doesn't work
Finding a pattern easily leads you astray
I have decided to (and accepted, and am happy to) simply memorize the washing needs of each garmet. colors, no dry, short dry, all dry, inside-out...

soon i will be the laundry master

OK- so i have been thinking about things way too much (a sure sign that things have slowed down) but am now wondering what I am lacking. (to become great) Do I lack the pure drive (the energy) ? the technical skills? the "Vision"? The Focus?

IF ANYONE OUTTHERE (if there is anyone out there) HAS EVEN THE SLIGHTEST OF OPPINIONS ON THIS PLEASE INFORM ME

i look at amazing things and I think one of two things:

that's not amazing
or
I'm not even close

lacking inspiration today i turned to the picture.
finding none there i am a bit lost
maybe it's time to go home

I need something now

2 days for one job? Are you serious? I don't know what I'll do (remember I am getting used to between 30 minutes and 1.25 hours for a job)

yes - this indicates that I'm pleased.

More Moremore

Andalso:
Yesterday Elaine and I went to the park and read a magazine (I picked TIME) and relaxed by a tree and some kids and some grass and some grass jelly drink and some air and some sun. AND I really enjoyed that time - and that TIME. indeed

Did you eat moon cake yesterday? I DID

I was going to look and see what I wrote previously. but why. last posting has no bearing on this posting. why? i just feel that now it shouldn't. crazy? maybe. oh wait. sure. can I begin again? sure. good. yes. talking to myself. again. sure.

balance is desired and feared.
desired because of rational thoughts
feared because of rational thoughts

I will fall, and fail, and never live up to my potential.
TOTAL POTENTIAL = one life area + another life area+ another life area + ... to infinity
not
TOTAL POTENTIAL = one life area

??


depends on who's looking I guess.


I see endless potential, but it requires endless effort. and endless effort in one narrowly directed direction. I think that if same energy is spread out over multiple directed directions the total effect will be LESS (?) than if total energy is directed at one directed direction. you see? BUT, and this is the kicker, (sort of the - Ay, there's the rub.) does this theory only work in hypothesis?? the hypothesis where there is endless effort, and endless potential - and does the total effect (in the real world) of directing energy in multiple directed directions actually make the same 100% (due to lack of endless) as singluarly directed direction?

well so I worked for a pretty prestigeous client (not new, but read on...) and I had no clean shirt or pants to wear. At one moment during the job I looked down and laughed. I thought "I don't have clean clothes" and then "I probably am one of the only people here wearing dirty clothes"

that was fun

it's funny how being forced to kill time allows me to get so much done.

sort-of unfortunatley I am not down there. I just wish I was. the "rain" was just all the work that was pouring in, and the rest is just me sitting at the tv feeling truely left out of one of the most amazing things in recent American history