One of the things I hate the most is being taken advantage of.

One thing that I hate more than that is being taken advantage of when there's nothing I can do to get back at those fucks.

goddamnfuckingpiecesofshit
one million dull, thick needles in their eyes

such a strange feeling-
and I have the feeling that maybe, just maybe, the bottom won't drop out at any moment now. I think it will now give me a warning.

A milestone today.

I saw that I reached this milestone around 9am today - and am still fairly proud.
Things like this must continue

irony:

An assignment to photograph people doing their taxes when I should be doing my taxes.
(is that irony?)


either way-
not a happy camper

TAXES SUCK ASS

and I haven't even started working on them!

So the thing about this is that I still am not pushy enough. likley I will never see these people again, and damnit what I do is important (even if only to me)

my hair's kinda long

and I'm tired

As I sit in the middle of my living room floor, completely surrounded by camera gear, batteries, bags and cords - meticulously cleaning lenses and preparing to pack for the biggest assignment of my career it occurs to me that I am actually doing just that. And that realization doesn’t help calm my nerves.