I hope I know what I'm doing

"you better know what you're doing"

I better know what I'm doing

sometimes I'm ashamed of what I haven't done

so much since the last post

but nothing has changed.

a loving and wonderful girlfriend helps

maybe prespective

god she's amazing

when am I going to learn to stop trying.

things aren't going to happen

i don't win

i am not good at things

life is nothing but a series of dissapointments and beatings

I fucking hate those goddamn fucking fucks.

I feel so terrible when I recieve most gifts.

reoccuring theme

On The Verge vs Incapeable




how can one ever tell?

What a strange sensation; heat in my house.

A related thought- what can$1,000 buy these days? a lot you might say. Or 34 dinners at Chilis. or something good, or fun. But the answer I would give is A Pump and a Water regulator.

mother fuckers

It occurs to me that I might have seemed to skip many, many important things here. true, and not true.

we basically bought a new house. it is a new house - not yet constructed entirely. something I never dreamed would happen (like - who the fuck has enough money to buy a new house theese days??)

I no longer have living grandparents

but maybe that's it. but maybe that's enough for now.

My goal/philosophy is to:
Fulfill the needs of each client with photographs of vision and depth.

meaning to me that- I make pictures that's tailored to each client; doing what they ask me to do - that also have my unique vision (as well as vision in terms of context - how things relate to now, and events in the future) and a depth that might not be apparent at first glance.

longlong time.

MEXICO came and went, but what a different trip it was. Playing chineese checkers, having coffee and pastries daily. actually very nice. after the first few days I began to enjoy the lifestyle of doing NOTHING but passing the day.

it's now time to get back to work again, however. (as you can see)

AND it's time to make some momey!