I think I might begin not being ashamed of supporting StarBucks. They are a good employer, reasonably socially aware and they offer the product I want where I want it.

Great Expectations: Introverts slip into bloody battles with Great Expectations and when reality finally unfolds we emerge in an entirely different world almost wishing we were back in our heads.

You know what I think is funny: The parking lot in StarBucks that I am at has pretty small spaces. Most of the people who come in have large SUV's... not only do they not need an SUV for driving themselves to starbucks alone, they can't fucking park them. Over the line, backing up and foreward numerous times untill they either give up or rely on the overbearing size of their vehicle to intimidate others from parking near them. THEN, other shitty SUV drivers must feel their pain; I noticed one lady (who didn't appear to know the other driver) directing a particularly inept SUVer into a spot. Now I am not a good parker myself but I don't make the problem worse by buying a HUGE car. And I devise a system to help me park (hubcaps).

I went back to the store to get more Red-Bulls and ended up teaching the Conoco attendant to drive a stick and then she came over to play a little hocky.... Bloomberg woke me this morning @ 8 and Brent was still there with hickies all over his neck.... fuck.

I had a lot of time to think today and realized that the majority of the memories in life that I really cherish involve intimate moments with other people.

Strange, but that made me sad. Sad that maybe I can’t do it all alone. It’s uncomforting.

When ever one of my choices is to "take the tunnel" I don't even have to hear the other option... I'll take the tunnel!

Ha! I figured out something this morning that proves a few things... So I have this bizzar cut/burn mark on the bridge of my nose. I woke up one morning and it was there. What the fuck, I thought. But couldn't figure out what it was or where it came from. Well, this morning I figured it out. The other day I put on my sunglasses and it was hot as fuck inside the car. So, THEY were hot as fuck. I didn't think a lot and just put them on right as I got into the car. I thought to myself, ah that's really hot, but just just deal with it. They are hot now but soon will be cool. So, they burned my face!