Maybe this is a new ERA in my life (as I know it) due to the downage of my proverbial foot. Maybe this will be the Summer of Matt. (I don't think it will actually change at all, but recently I read that hope is all that keeps the bumblebee afloat)

So there still is that delimma of finding something to look forward to each day. I need to make the mental transformation from thinking that things are going to be hard, and a lot of work, and mentally taxing to actually looking forward to the challenge, and game of it all.

Because this must be a game. Right?