I want to say something now. Say something about what I learned today, about what I learned this week... But maybe I didn't.

I can't decide weather seeing a pretty girl kills a little piece of me, or gives me a glimpse of possibility.

I can't deside weather things matter, or if nothing really matters. (meaning; how much can I really influence the world around me, and are there predetermined general levels of happyness?)


Well, maybe more will be revealed later