And JUST NOW I had a revilation that was due in-part to this recent awareness of my overthinking tendencies, and part to an observation of what is possible when a person acts on whims and fails to consiously weigh all decisions and possible outcomes. I MUST CONTINUE THINKING IN THIS WAY. It might be my salvation. It might not be as fun today, but leads to a positive, generally beneficial lifestyle that has the possibilities for exreme highs and far fewer devistating consequences.